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- We live in confusing times.

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- Times of change
and of disagreement.

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There are those who will say that

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Brian Cooper was a man
who died defending his country

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and there are those who will say
that he was a child who died in vain!

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Brian Cooper was the first person
I ever knew who wasn't old who died.

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I guess we all had that moment
where we realized that

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even somebody who was basically
a kid can cease to exist,

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and we're never the
same after that...

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We must have faith that
none of Gods children die in vain!

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But it wasn't just Brian's
death that had changed me.

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It was also Brian's sister.

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I hadn't seen Winnie since the
night we'd kissed in the woods

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but I hadn't been able to
think about anything else.

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- But through all the change there
is one thing that remains constant

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and eternal and can never die,

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and that is the human soul.

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Oh no, the Jell-O salad isn't set.

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Here Kevin you take the ham.

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Like women all over America

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my mother confronted tragedy and
death with cold ham and Jell-O salad.

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The little marshmallows
are just swimming in there.

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Come on Norma, lets just go.

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Let me put some ice cubes in,
it will take 5 minutes.

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You've got the ham.

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You don't need to
bring the Jell-O too.

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Five minutes,
just give me five minutes.

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The rest of us had other ways
of dealing with our grief.

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But I for one was a wreck.

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I would think about Brian and
I feel almost sick to my stomach

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and then I would think
about Winnie

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and the thrill would pass
through my 12 year old body

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like the wind through the trees.

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Life's two greatest forces,
love and death,

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were tearing me apart,
at the waist.

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Come on, mom. Lets go!

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Well here I was at Brian's funeral
and Winnie was nowhere to be seen.

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I felt sort of weird though, I mean
what was I going to do if I saw her?

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Ask her to dance?

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Kevin, take this
plate of food over

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and try and get
Winnie to eat something.

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She really needs her
old friends right now, go on.

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- Hi!
- Hi!

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Hi, my mom wanted me to
give this to you.

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Thanks,
I'm not really that hungry.

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Yeah, you should eat though.
Something.

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What was she thinking?
What was I thinking?

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I was so confused, she was
so close I wanted to grab her,

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take her in my arms, feel her
72 pound body next to mine!

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- Try the ham.
- OK.

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Oh God, I was an animal!

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Watching her eat the ham, I felt,
how could I be having these feelings?

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Did it show?
Could people see through me?!

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What would Brian think?

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- So!

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You're at my funeral
and all you can think about

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is in my little sister.

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Of course he would think I was scum!

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Your a man after my own heart.

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Wait a minute, that's right,
Brian wasn't like that.

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Kev, Kev, Kev!  Not now...

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give her a little time.

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- The female reproductive system!

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Among the many great
historical milestones of 1968,

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perhaps the greatest was the advent
of sex education in the schools.

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Now, if I hear any giggling,

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if I see any smirking,
this class is over.

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Do you read me people?
Over!

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Now, the female reproductive
organs looks like this...

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Unfortunately it looked
more like a cows head to me.

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Now, who can tell me
what these are?

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- Yes.
- The ears?

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Apparently I wasn't alone!

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The ovaries.

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The ears would be up here.

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Why don't you draw
the whole lady?

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So we know where
everything goes.

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All right.

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Suddenly it became very clear
why Mr Cutlip had never been married.

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Any man who saw women that
way would have no reason to.

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Now, the ovaries of course
are the site of ovulation!

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As Mr Cutlip went on, one fact
became increasingly evident,

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sex, in the hands of public
educators is not a pretty thing!

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And that in a nutshell
is the story of ovulation.

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Questions!

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- Yes.
- When do we start football?

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All right, I am going to
hand out your textbooks now,

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"Health and Human Sexuality."

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Textbooks!

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For Wednesday people,
you will read chapters 1 and 2.

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Do not read ahead, repeat

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do not ... read ... ahead!

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Chapter 14,
the human reproductive system.

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Telling us not to read ahead

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was like telling a pack of wolves
to stay away from red meat.

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- What's the matter Arnold.
Are you horny?

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- Yeah, I think Arnolds horny!

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Shut up you guys!

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- Oh my God!

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- Hi!
- Hi!

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- Hi!

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What are you doing?

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Nothing.

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When are you coming
back to school?

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Monday.

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But, maybe we could do
something tomorrow.

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I mean, if you want?

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Yeah, I mean, sure.
If you want.

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Well, I'm going to my
uncles in the morning

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but I'll be back around three.

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- Come on, Kev, lets go!

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OK, well bye.
See you tomorrow.

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- OK, bye.
- Bye.

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And thusly a women's anatomical
construction is fantastically adaptive

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to the needs of a...
what's that word?

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Burgeoning.

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To the needs of a
burgeoning human life.

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This stuff's not that good.

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Well, we could look up burgeoning.

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But we had already looked up
pre-natal and amniotic fluid,

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and it was clear we were
barking up the wrong tree.

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- Working on your
sex education I see.

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Not sure you boys
are old enough for this.

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Give it back, Wayne.

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I'll tell you what you guys should do,
you should get a real book.

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A real book?

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- Yeah, you should get

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"Everything you wanted to know
about sex but were afraid to ask".

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There's a book called that?

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Yeah sure, it was a best seller,
just go to a bookstore.

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Well, have you read it?

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No, I don't have to.
The great ones go on instinct.

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Oh, yeah! Instinct.
I go on instinct too.

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Instinctively,

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we went to the bookstore
first thing the next morning.

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Holy mackerel!

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You idiot!

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What? That was it.
Didn't you see it?

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Of course I saw it.
But we can't just rush in and grab one.

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Why not?

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Why not? Because he'll think
were perverts that's "Why not".

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Well, what do you want to do?

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We've got to look around,
get some other stuff.

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Clean stuff.
Here this looks good.

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Ivanhoe?

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Sure, lets get one of these
"War and Peace's" too.

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OK.

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Right. Now we get the sex book.

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All right, now put it on the bottom

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and the guy will never even
notice what it is, maybe.

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It's a lady!
Forget it, we've gotta go.

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No!

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I'd known Paul since
he was 36 hours old

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and never before had I seen
that kind of fire in his eyes.

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Buy those books
and act casual.

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What are you crazy?!

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This was going too far.
I was a pervert, not a felon.

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Kevin, it's everything you always
wanted to know about sex.

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Everything!

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I'd like to buy these.

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It's pretty advanced reading
for a boy of your age.

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Thanks,

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OK, it'll be seven ninety-five.

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Thanks! Bye

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Hey, there's 20 dollars here!

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It was about two miles
from the bookstore to my house,

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we made it in just
under four seconds.

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Come on, take it out.

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- Kevin, lunch.
- Oh, no!

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Maybe I should stay here.
To watch the book.

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Paul!

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Kevin, slow down,
your going to make yourself sick.

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You done yet?

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Paul! You just left, you couldn't
possibly have gone all the way home.

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I couldn't?

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Mom, can I be excused?

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- No, you may not be excused,

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now just sit down
and finish your lunch.

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Don't forget its your
day to do the dishes.

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We had about fifty dishes,

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we did them in just
under four seconds!

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- It's gone!
- It's gone.

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Oh my God! My parents!

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No, wait, we'd stolen it.
Of course, the pretty lady, the police!

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Wayne!

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Oh, looking for this?

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Gimme that, you jerk!

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I don't know. Think I'm going
to have to preview this for you boys.

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It's hard to know
just how it happened

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but suddenly at that
moment with an intensity

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that no one in that room
had previously thought possible

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12 and a half years of pent up
impotent rage became potent!

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Sort of...  Wayne still out
weighed me by a good 30 pounds!

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What's the matter with you!?

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What is going on in here?

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Oh my God!

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Uh, Paul,
I think you better go home now.

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Well, you gotta give
Paul credit for trying!

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What are you boys
doing with this book?

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Don't ask me. Kevin got it.

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Kevin?
Is that true?

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Yes.

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Wayne, go outside.

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Kids! I know!

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Kevin,

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I am so disappointed in you.

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At that moment I felt like
the lowest thing on earth.

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I was a pervert, a thief, a sneak,

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I had always been here sweet
innocent little boy but at that moment

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my mother couldn't even bare
to look me in the eye.

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It's not so much your
reading this book!

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But what were you doing in
my dresser drawers anyway?

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I guess my mother figured
out her mistake pretty quickly

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because I never heard from either
of my parents on that topic again.

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We seemed to have a tacit
understanding that they wouldn't

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mention my book,
if I wouldn't mention theirs!

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When Winnie got
back from her uncles

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we went for a walk in the park.

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Neither of us said a
word about it of course,

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but we both knew the park
was where you went to make out.

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As we approached
the baseball field,

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I started to sweat,
nearing first base,

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...second base, third!

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- Lets cut across the outfield
- OK.

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I didn't know what to do,

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our first kiss had
happened so naturally

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I couldn't even remember
how I did it!

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Did I, did I breathe through
my mouth or my nose?

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Well I had to make
some kinda move...

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- There was a bug on you.
- Oh. Thanks.

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Some move!

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Well, there was no
turning back now.

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We were here.

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So, what do you wanna do?

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I don't know.
What do you wanna do?

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I don't know.
What do you wanna do?

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I don't know...

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The moment stretched
out so unbearably.

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I thought we'd both explode!

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It was clear we
were both stalling.

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We knew what we were here to do.

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We both wanted it,

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one of us just had
to come out and say it!

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Do you wanna go on the swings?

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Yeah, sure.

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And in the end that's as far
as Winnie and I went that day,

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maybe we both felt
we'd come too far too fast.

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Maybe we both realized
that growing up

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doesn't have to be
so much a straight line

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as a series of
advances and retreats.

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Maybe we just felt like swinging.

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But what ever it was,

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Winnie and I made an
unspoken pact that day

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to stay kids for a
little while longer.

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